I dunno...

I'm happy. I really am.

But i cant help but feel stuck right now. Now that i'm out of work til my doctor approves me on the 27th. But whatever. I cant change it, so i might as well enjoy it for what it's worth. It's a chance to write music. see friends. kind of like a reset for my life right now.

A chance to clear up any stress i had pent up. Catch up on sleep (and T.V. shows.). And heal. By the time i'm back at work it'll be like day one again. And in a way that's kind of comforting. A fresh start at an old thing.

Anywho, I love LA. I've made new friends every single time i'm down here and improved on the ones from before (Legacy... you will love me some day).

Found a quite i love today

"Love is like a friendship caught on fire: In the beginning a flame, very pretty, often hot and fierce, but still only light and flickering. As love grows older, our hearts mature and our love becomes as coals, deep-burning and unquenchable."- Bruce Lee

Something about this quote made me feel very at ease... for just a moment. And I love that.

Well, lets keep this one short for now.

I know I can write a song.

And I'm pretty confident that some of my songs are better than a lot of stuff on the radio.

I just need to stick with it.

I need to get my self out there.

Get my name into the mouths of others... A wierd way to phrase it I admit, but it's what needs to happen.

I don't know what I'd ever do if music wasn't my career. It's what I live for. It's what I love through.

Anywho, news songs coming up.

"if she only knew/ I'd be her fool/ ya I'd play the part/ with all of my heart/ til I fall apart"

And

"she starts to sigh/ we whisper goodnight/ well her smile in that old porch light/ makes it alright"

Here we go!