AH!

Sometimes you just get to the point where you're just tired of it all. Tired of all the negativity and all the things that for one reason or another are against you.

That's where I'm at.

I'm an optimist at heart. 99.9% of the time I can smile and just let it slide off my back like water on a duck.

But there are times where, for some reason, I allow my defenses to fall. And it sucks.

But I have such a great support system. And I know that I'll be ok. I know that, other then the one or two negative things I have left, I'm at the happiest point in my life so far.

And that's a GREAT feeling.

Not just knowing it, but the people I've surrounded myself with live up to that every single time. Most of the time they exceed my expectations.

I love you all.

All the problems will pass as long as you hold on to what really matters. What you really love. What really makes you happy.

Do what makes you happy. For me... music.

Surround yourself with people you can rely on. Surround yourself with people who you love and know will have your back whenever you need them.

Those are the most important things to me.

Music & the people I love are all I need right now.

Whew... hope you enjoy my rant. Maybe my thoughts will be a little more collected later and I can try to explain a little better.